I Have Grown Mature Through Much Pain And Joy

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Sometime Somethings Are Meant To Be A Secret ..

Maybe i Should Not Have Let u Know How I Feel Towards U ..
Or Even Being So Obvious Showing That i Like U..
I Guess Sometime Somethings Are Suppose To Be Secret..
No Point Telling.. It will only Ruin The Friendship i Cherish Most..
Now We Don Even Talk Hmm..
I Guess This Is the End Of The Chapter For Me..
The End.

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11:24 PM

Sunday, November 27, 2011

You Are Confusing Me..

Im Really Confused. ... At First u Ask Why Who Told me That..
Then Ltr i Said Idk.. Cus i Don Wan Anything Happen to Both Of You..
Then u Told me Ok Suan Liao
I Asked If u Are Angry or somthing
u Just Reply one No.
Few mins Ltr i Was Afraid u Were Unhappy so i Told u Maybe is I misunderstood The Meaning..
u Just Reply One
Lol Not My Problem..

wtf is With That Reply Seriously I Really Don understand Wad u Are Trying To Say..

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1:14 AM

Saturday, November 26, 2011

May It Was Me...

Maybe It Was Just Me Misunderstanding The Meaning The Person Told Me...

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6:15 PM

Monday, November 14, 2011

Haiizz

So I Heard That.. U goes For Looks As Boyfriend.. Hmm Guess i Lose Out That Point.. Now I Don know Whether To Give up Or To Try My Best In Getting U..

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10:55 PM

Hello!! Im Not gonna Be Emo Anymore =D!

Hoho Im Back!! kk Guess Wad..
Maybe May Is Correct.. I Shall Not Speak To u Etc Etc.. I Will Give u some space.. =D
But do Talk To Me When U Are Ready Too.. Hehe!! December! I Will Ask u Out I Will be More initiative Trust Me.. If U Would Give Me a Chance To Be Ur Partner.. I Will Try My Best To Be The Perfect Bf U Look For!! But Well.. I Would Keep THose Word Till The Day u Give Me The Chance Hehe! Cya!

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12:15 AM

Friday, November 11, 2011

11/11/11 11.11PM

You Know Who u are.. =X I Hope i Can Get Ur Msg On Whether do i Sand A Chance At Geting Ur Love And Heart... Am i Able to Gain Ur Trust.. And let Me Be the Man Who Will Take Care Of You ... Please i Really Hope This wish Would come True =D

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11:11 PM

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Sad And Happy Post.. =D/D=

Lets Talk About The Happy Thing First.. =D
Well Was Busy Last 2 Days Cause Was Having Chalet!! It Was Awesome.. At Night BBQ for 2 Days.. Everyone Was Having A Great Time! and Yeah The Xbox Kinect Game Dance Central Rock! Everyone Was Vsing Each other in That Game Haha ... Went Swiming For all 3 Days At Chalet Lol!! It Have Been A Really Long time since i Went Swiming..! But i Really Enjoyed Myself.. This Saturday Gonna Go Swiming Again! ... Im So Gonna Host Another Chalet Next Year Haha.. But This Time i Sure do Wish Everyone is Able to Attend.. i Live To Make My Friends Happy and The People i Love Happy.. I Don Live For Myself.. =D

Now... Lets Talk About The Sad Thing..
I Confessed Told u I Like u.. But I Did Not Ask For Anymore Thing..
I Just Feel That i Cant Keep it inside Me for so Long... so i Gather all my Guts And Told u..
But U Told me U Know That i Like U.. and Yet u Did Not Told me.. And i Was Like a Stupid
Idoit Texting u Telling About The Girl i Like.. Is Other Ppl.. Really Made Me Kinda Heart Broken.. But Theres Alot of Things I Kept Thinking During Chalet..
U Don Trust Anyone But u Don Give ppl To Have a chance to Gain ur Trust..
And U Said These Few Day u Don Feel Like Talking To ppl Liao..
I Tired Texting u And Made A Chat.. But All Of Ur Replies.. Really Made Me Think
Don chat Sua.. Well I Guess U Don Really Treasure This Friendship bah.. Lol
I Mean.. If u Really Treasure a Friendship No Matter How No Feel u Wan..
u won Suddenly Stop Texting A Person Who Have Been Texting u From morning To Night Everyday Wad Do u Think?? I Really Feel Like A Retarded Trying My Best to Talk To u
And u Just Kept Rejecting Rejecting Rejecting....

I Guess.. Thats All for Now.. I Shall Wait Till The Day u Start Texting Me Again.. I Would Mia For Awhile Bah..

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9:23 PM

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Its Sad... Really Sad...

You Don Have To Tell me The Truth But.. I Can Feel That u Are Now Always Trying To Close The Conversation.. I feel So Silly.. Haha Looks Like Its A One Sided Love But Then im Caring Like Mad.. And u Are Just Leading Ur Carefree Life.. Im Dumb Aren't I?? =D So stupid..

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12:33 PM

Friday, November 4, 2011

Haiizz

This is Wad i Think If u Don Treasure This Friendship Which i Try Very Hard Keeping It.. Then.. I Guess i Just Need To Give Up .. Trust Me I Have Tried Very Hard Saving This Friendship.. But i Guess Its So Easy To End It.. Its Hopeless..

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11:37 PM

Should I Or Should I Not??

7 November 2011.. Should i Tell u My Feelings?? Or No.. Hmmm Why Cant I Find a Answer To tHis Question?

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1:23 PM

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Haiizz.. Wtf man..

Dam... I Feel That My Heart Have Stored Like Millions Of Stones.. Its So Heavy.. Seriously.... i Would Say i Wish i Have Never Met U I Would Be so Carefree Now.. But i Would also Say Im Happy That I Met U.. But Then.. I Feel That I Cant Help u In Anyway.. How? Everyday Feeling Like This.. Soon I Will Go Crazy i Guess.. My Heart Is So Heavy.... I Wished U Understand My Feelings And At Least Act Like U Care About Me .. =X I Won Say Anything Since i Don Wan To Destory The Friendship I Have With u ... I Rather See u Smile And Be Ur Fren Then Avoiding Each Other.. Wad Can I do?? How I Wish Someone Can Help Me.. =(

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10:34 PM