I Have Grown Mature Through Much Pain And Joy

Friday, March 30, 2012

Whats Wrong With Me...

I Just Cant Sort Out My Feelings =.=.. Maybe Peggy Is Right Im A Flirter. I Hate To THink It But i Think Maybe Im Really A Flirter.. Its Like How Can i Like A Person Without Even Knowing Her Someone Give Me A Answer Can? I Seriously Don understand.Its Like Few Days Ago I Met This Cute Junior But Then I Also Dk Is Like Or Wad zzz As Day Pass By... I Hear Alot Of Thing Which Kept Changing My THinking... I Seriously Dk Wth Im THinking Im Just Retard I Guess.. Maybe When I Have Successfully Slim Down. My Life Will Change.. But Im Trying Real Hard Now. Abit Of Encouragement From The Person I Care/Love Would Be Useful. But i Guess It Will Never Happen..

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10:53 PM

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Aishhhh What Is Wrong With Me?

Aish... I Really Don understand Wad Is Wrong With Me... Today Was Really Having A Great Time =) Went To Play Hide in Seek In School As I Was Too Bored.. Then Someone Struck Me. My Fren And i Was Chating When he Suddenly Said. *Being Best Friend With A Girl You Like Is Better Then Having To Stead With Her*. This Totally Struck Me Into Thinking Deeper.. Now I Start To Wonder.. Do i Really Love Her? Or I Just Like Her. Or Maybe. Im Just Lonely. Finding Someone To Accompany Me To Just Chat All Day Long . Or Maybe. Someone I Can Trust Someone i Can Share Secret With Someone Who Is Willing To Listen To All My Nags. I Really Wonder Right Now. What To Do.. I Seriously Don Know. How i Wish Someone Could Give Me A Answer To My Question. But The Thing is. No One Can Ever Give u Ur Answer In Life U Need To Find Out The Answer For Yourself.

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9:59 PM