I Have Grown Mature Through Much Pain And Joy

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Sometimes the person who tries to keep everyone happy is the most lonely person.

Been A Long Time Since I Last Updated My Blog... Hmm As The Title Says Sometimes the person who tries to keep everyone happy is the most lonely person Theres A Reason Why I Often Trys To Make Jokes With My Friens No Matter How Fked Up The Day May Be... Because I Have Felt Lonelyness Wayyy Too Much And The Feeling Is No Good At All... I May Be Cheerful On The Outside But On The Inside IM Crying as Hell.. I Have No One To Talk Too Not That I Don Trust Me Friend I Just Don Feel Comfortable Telling Them My Problem.. Cus I Don Wanna Be The One Who Is Helped But I Wan To Be The One Who Helped I Don Mind Doing A Little sacrifice A Little Just To Keep My Friend Happy.. But Slowy.. I Find That My Help Is No Longer Needed Anymore.. I Feel That Im Slowy Drifting Away From Everyone.. Im Slowy Enjoying Being Alone What To Do.. I Don Wanna Be Like This.. Sometimes I Just Feel Unappreciated Unwanted I Have Always Tried To Keep A Happy Face Even If I Felt Angry Or Anything Inside.. But Sometimes Its Just Too Dam Hard To Keep It All Inside A Small Heart... My Life Motto Is No Matter How Fked Up The situation May Be Never Vent Ur Anger On Ur Friends.. I Treasure My Friends Wayy To Much.. Don Try To Fk With Them Cus I'll Be Coming For U If U Do... I Guess This Is The End For Today.. Wait Till Next Time.. If Theres Next Time.. And For Yi Min.. Haiizz Graduated Le We All.. My Last Chance To See U Is At Prom Night.. Please Be There.. All I Wanna Do Is See Dao U.. After That I Guess It Will Be Dam Hard To See Dao U On Streets.. U Will Be Going To Poly.. And I Will Be Going To ITE Hope To See U Down The Road. If We Do Meet In The Future. Trust Me Girl. I Won Be Letting U Go No Matter Wad...

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